Tuesday, April 08, 2008

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Sunno Sunao Life Banao...
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Monday, April 07, 2008

Transition-ing to the Unkown !

She thinks she is very sure of what she wants.
And she thinks -
She knows its right there too,
But she doubts
Her vision, her thoughts,
Is this really true for real?
How sure one has to be, to know about the unsure?
Why are transitions so confusing and difficult?
She wondered always.
Why does it take so long too, was her worry!
Does one have to pretend till the unsure and vagueness disappears?
Or Does one take the leap and walk with stride?
What if its wrong?
What if its a mistake?
What if its just an illusion?
What if its just a fear?
What if its just the risk,
that one always has to take?
Such are Transitions, I guess
Neither Risk free, Nor Gain Free!
Is what - she wondered and thought
Gain(s) and Risk(s)
Were tied in-tandem
Buy one, get one free!

So she closed her eyes
And walked towards
The Unknown, the Unsure,
And let time, decide on her course...
It has never been bad,
It will never be!
Is what she believed to the core,
So, welcome 'Transitions' is what she said..
And walked into it
With Peace Inside...

** to someone I love the most *****

Sunday, April 06, 2008

feviquick






My new fevicol of addictions...ever since I saw this movie in India...wish I was born in those years..where silence conveyed so much...loved these songs...

Saturday, April 05, 2008

Cloud 0

ya, how much time does it take to ride back from cloud 9 to 0 ?

8 steps or even less may be..for me 7 days... !!
My seconds class with Markov went for a bonker...I could see lost faces even till the end of it..
I had hard time getting these guys to understand eigen value and eigen vectors !!

Some glowing faces did turn when I just equated it to linear algebra as slope of X, and just representing that in Matrix, some seem to have understood it but 80% went blank...!!!

It so disappointing when you cannot convey your point to others!!
It sucks...

welcome to cloud 0 :(( !!!
bad bad bad................... :( :(

Jodha Akbar - to asuthosh gowariker

Inspite of the ongoing debate on this movie, my take on it was 'Good job'.
No doubt that history was altered, no doubt that truth was changed, no doubt - Rithik does not look like akbar, but WHO KNOWS what real Akbar was like! Who know's what the real history was! Who knows what the truth was in that time! As a matter of fact who can vouch for truth from past in present?

NONE !!!

given all these dilemma's I think Asuthosh did a good job, specially as an historical movie. we rarely get to see such movies at Bollywood. I think prior to these RK productions made some attempts to make movies from mughal period - Mugleazam, Anarkali, Prithvi Raj chauhan (mind my spellings).

These movies made a mark in their time. And I think JA has made a mark in its time. I believe some of the scenes or shots from the movie are purely fantasies, for eg. the sword fight between Akbar and Jodha, but isn't that the beauty of Ashutosh's imagination. Trying to dream and visualize how romance might have dawned between them, how hard would it be for a hindu princess to fall in love with a muslim king and vice versa....or even marry....a perfect cocktail of reality, facts, and fantasy.


Imagination and creativity - a tool we all have. Some use it, some never see its power. I just loved it. kind of where and how my life is now. we rarely get to see and accept truth. Its only me and me know what truth is to me. Still we adjust, we imagine, we move on, we choose to forgo lot of things, we choose to let imagination and creativity spawn, we let time move on...we let our selves believe in dreams, in fantasies..because one day it would all make sense..every scene of it, every shot it...every character of it...may be an off track but did Akbar knew that history will see him as the greatest emperor? Do we really know what the future has foretold for us - NO! So just let it be, and let the present fly free...

But if the time machine is turned around with the conditional retention of memory I think I will be more attentive in the history classes rather than sleeping or drawing sketches of Mula sir, I will start exactly where I am today..because I just love everything that has happened to me since then, I won't hesitate to walk towards the cliff and see what lies beneath...

I think I have some mixed up thoughts here...i guess its because am trying to blend history with present, for running into something from the past in the present. ......is it for real?

Is it for real?

They where conducting an experiment in the Human Genome lab of 'EXATLANTIA'. Wondering how compatible were the next travelers on it. They were chosen with adequate sampling over time. Testing an hypothesis of compatibility between two unknown yet similar chromosomes. Was it complementary traits or similar traits that would form the peptide bonds? None was sure!

She - strong, confident, ambitious, immune to mall function, random
He - head strong, confident, ambitious, random, immune to mall function

Both were exposed to UV radiations for the same duration and time before they were introduced to each other.

The EX-Atlantia team watched them curiously, monitored there progress day and night, to understand if the radiation improved or nullified their co-existence.

He and She having 'NO Clue' of the ongoing experiment and radiation history just progressed independently in life until they crossed each others path. There was an immediate connection even at considerable distance. The bonding excited the experimenter...

He and She did not think or feel that way. Neither did they notice or realize the carbon links being formed between them.

EUREKA, said the EX-ATLANTIA team they did bond. It seems the radiations did not effect either.

NO, said the Abrahamoss, notice the carbon chain. This is not the normal peptide bond seen. They had tripple carbon bonds. So there was a mutation that happened during the radiation. They became complimentary. And complimentary chromosomes always bonded.

NO, said Isaac, they do not have a tripple carbon bond. The outer most ring of the carbon are empty. They combated the radiation similarly. The third bond is not formed...they are just the double helix of a the same mother chromosome...

The debate continued....EX-Atlantia had no idea that they had created two unique sets, different from what they had seen earlier.

He and She remained connected without bothering if it was complimentary or parallel bonding they had...

...until they both were pulled out from the system to re-examine the bonding that initiated the Helix formation...

...and The ATLANTIS was until then put on hold....not knowing until when to wait for its unique travelers!!

continued from ...'Escape of Atlantis'