BREAK..........

I was on a self imposed break from computer, email, and everything since Thursday after submitting all the corrections and entire thesis to my prof.

As much I wanted to have a blast during the break, I could not! I got more bored than ever for not having anything to work or worry about, despite the range of reading and watching I did over last 4 days!

From Obama and Michelle's - Portrait of an American Marriage, Arctic Conservation, Fourth World War to Enigma of 2012, left me more worn out than I intended.

My brain was jumping from one topic to another as kept switching from one topic to another. An ideal weekend of nothing but sleeping and reading, but with a constant nagging 'What do I do now? I want to defend'. Though the reading, made the weekend idle but the constant nagging, made the idle no-relaxing!

It told me something that I had not thought about. I think I cannot 'Not Work' ! As much as I am looking forward to a break after my PhD, my experience over these last couple of days suggests it to be a bad idea!

Having said that, there are lot of things or To Do things going in my head. Some I am very clear about, while others remaining vague. One thing very evident out of all my To Do's is, I don't want to do something, I do not feel very strongly about. And that needs to conveyed politely with affirmation; and something I don't feel passionate about, I cannot even apply!

Clear and Crisp, though a double edged sword helps me remain in focus and on target. And I need to do that. Will take a stab today or tomorrow. As of now FOCUS is the target and finishing is the goal, ASAP.

More later