Dream vs Reality...

Dream house, was actually, just a dream house. I did not get it. Somehow going back to my convictions, dreams should be realistic. Well, then they are not dreams :) ?

Although its a fact that the dreams and reality are not really connected, there is no harm in dreaming. Philosophers, suggest that dreams are kinda, other name of 'Hope'. I guess they are.. but as for this house goes, am glad I saw it.

It kind of makes my focus, path, more clear and objective, specially on seeing what it would be like when its for real. I'll be retaining this memory with care every bit of it, so that when it comes to painting the real picture, I exactly know how much and which color to put where... I won't be consuming a lot of my heart or brain space also over it.. as it has been there even before I saw the glimpse.. whatever be the reason for not getting this time.. I know it's only a matter of time that I will be painting it myself. The Lord, (I mean Landlord) was very nice and diplomatic. He did not fail to mention that he was very impressed with me and wanted to really work out something in my favor, :) (i really believe him) but they did not get another private contract for it. However he did suggest, its only a school year contract do apply again, and we will try to work something out!

I just burst out in laughter, because I could not understand how and what would change in 9 months.. I just felt sorry for him for trying to be over polished. This is a Mormon Land, land of business, Mother land of the Money Makers (Business men)...they do not compromise on price. Also they have an untold faith towards fellow LDS, kinda similar to our caste system, and they trust there own breed more than outsider's. But anyway.. I could only smile at his comment :) but my job was done.. I got to see what I had to see....

I just need to gather the proper colors and brush, my tool box to paint on a new, old or half done Canvas. What if the Canvas is already painted with totally different colors? Well its only a matter of time - till I re-paint all of it in the color I want..or I have seen it. It will just be a little bit more of work than on a new canvas...but I am sure I will be able to make any place (even the dingy dwelling of the Pivett drive), to ' 31 Grimold Place' - where I met Sirius Black, my first home.... with this new 'eldar wand' that I found ... :-)

the epilogue to this lies here....