God is Helpless

I always wondered what does he do when he see's his children, his affectionate creation in pain? With time I have gathered he feels helpless.. and he suffers too... so much so that he eventually starts talking to us.. through our inner self and gives us the strength to fight, to live, to be able to breath.. he feels the pain as much as he feels their joy... but he can't do anything.. because he just doesn't have the power.. he feels more saddened when he see's some of his children just look up to him for answers... he hates to just look at them with benevolent eyes and offer no immediate solution...but just to tell them have faith in themselves and time....he is just an observer and observer who feels but has no powers to ease you immediately.. he is none but something like our parents whom we are significant part....whom we are connected... through an invisible bond....that makes them feel our pain and joy... exactly as we feel it.. a bond that can never be broken or seen for real but can only be felt.. a power, a strength that helps us live.. and smile..gives us faith and hope.. such is god....a beautiful loving, ever giving compassionate observer... do not curse him or her when in pain.. do not ask him questions.. that you do not know either... he is none but you and your own self... your own inner self, your soul, your heart ... if the whole world was told that he is none but your own faith I guess the world would collapse.. he is none but the one .. you feel when you close your eyes.. he in none but the voice that talks to you, will be always with you... even when you go blind... he is just your thought that would stay and be with all the thoughts that you have let go out of your mind.. so wish the well being of all those you think are hurt and in pain.. he too will wish the same and his thoughts along with many such thoughts from different sources... will take care of the souls.. you care about... this is why I guess.. our Vedas and Upanishads have told us to be loving, giving, and compassionate..

"these thoughts just came up on their own... as I see three of my beloved friends in pain..I wish there was a magic wand to ease them.. but there is none... since there exists none... all were honest, righteous, perfect from their own end.. yet some are in pain, some in gain...I send my best wishes and thoughts too.. to help them wade through these...days..."

I guess the question why is there so much pain becomes pointless now.. as it exists only with gain... and will always exist this way.. we need to just look forward to let the wheel role.. and progress... phew.. interesting is life... with the 'BALANCE' as the only answer to everything you get!!! Man... no wonder that I decided rather I was sent or chosen to study Ecology... the BALANCE of NATURE !!!!