"How could it be so true...? This is exactly what has been up on my head /heart and mind for almost a month... there is a path that is calling me.. that is surrounding me, that is absorbing me.. in totality.. I want to go there.. but what do I do with my current responsibilities, commitments? I don't have an answer! I for sure know that I enjoy every step I take in walking towards that goal.. I cannot let go of the lost connection that came back to me ... its there... and its calling me.. and its paining from inside from not going or walking into it.. If and only if I did not have the current responsibility...what IF the current IS the last responsibility and commitment? Can I do that? Will it be that? Is this what life has been telling me and I have been just deaf and dumb to have not seen it and heard it till now? The choice is very simple... and easy.. and I know I want to make.. it.. as nothing has been so beautiful ever.. every moment every thought seems that I am engrossed in it.. or rather it consumes me.... Life, I am letting you decide and take me where I ought to be... some of my honest thoughts.. that have never been so clear and distinct to me ever...... "
You might be unsure about where you are going in your career these days, even if your role in the outer world is important to you. You wonder if you should pursue your career or maybe place more attention on the inner dimensions of your soul. There are no quick and easy answers to this existential dilemma. Simplify the issues as much as you can and then let yourself feel what it's like to know that you don't know.
By Rick Levine
Monday, August 13, 2007
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