Yah, wish I could fall in love with a green signal from my brains !
Never thought this way...but the more I think about it the more it makes sense to me...
I have never fallen in love with anyone till now with complete acceptance and acknowledgment from my brain! That's because somewhere deep inside I knew/know it's not going to work out, or may be its not love, it was/is something else! I wonder how come I never saw or heard my brain before this! It has been talking to me for a while but I never knew or understood its language. But am glad that I finally do now :) ...jjeeeeeeeeeeeezzzzzzzzzz!!
The brain never struggles or has to struggle so much where it is natural, spontaneous and its purely love and nothing hidden ! The feeling of absolute confidence, security, and surety. All of a sudden I am seeing my life in a new light. I mean it adds more pieces to the same puzzle 'Why did it NOT work?'
I don't think my brain has witnessed such strong feelings or intuitions about anybody. Whatever I felt for Yoda, was more from the heart...without 100% support from the brain. And may be thats why it did not work! Although the brain is not known to have any feelings at all...I all of a sudden feel the other way round. I think it has a very strong mind, and it never lies!
And since it has such strength, power and authority its located at the highest position in the human anatomy, on the neck unlike the heart. Brain cannot be controlled and convinced so easily! One can get by, by fooling the heart or telling it stories...but ONE can never fool the brain. It knows the facts, it can analyze, observe and will tell you the truth whether you like it or not! I guess that's where comes the moral compass too.. and till now my brain has never been convinced about love irrespective of what I wanted, hence things never happened!!!
How much ever Ollen, talk's nice to me or says cute things my brain very well knows that he is flirting :) and hence it just drops the hammer on the heart every time it tries to dream and fool itself irrespective of how much ever I want it !!!!
And it makes complete sense, I mean absolute sense. For the first time in my life my brain, my heart, and my mind are seeing nothing but the 'truth' . And I absolutely love it. Where was I all these years??? or more correctly why did it take me so long to learn this trick :)
The harmony of three : brain, heart, mind , aah finally we are all talking and able to understand each other as well :)
Thanks Ollen, may be this is what I had to learn after interacting with you :) waaaaaaaaaaooooooooo and I do definitely love you for this sweet lesson :) ..No actually I love u in absence of any such lesson too but this love is NOT absolute either..it's temporal and dependent primarily on your response. In short, am not lying about what I say. I like, enjoy and derive happiness, pleasure, fun and cheerfulness in every moment I have spent/spend with you. That's a truth but only for 'today' :) It will change with time ..It has to, and when it does I too shall change and move on :) But till the truth exists I will/am going to enjoy every moment/bit of it :)
AMEN...a great realization ...in life...my life looks simpler :)
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