1. made a mistake of seeing the news early morning..got disgusted watching the Antulay drama.
2. told myself, forget it..let me just go to work. went to work system was down
3. had an argument with mom, lost my head
4. was coming back from school and my disco skid, I slid down the slope at right angle. And went bang. And bang came another car down the same slope. We were lucky nobody was hit. And a truck came from no where to pull us up. Disco's airfilter came off. There is a scratch on his body. So things happened but I guess I had some luck left.
5. The truck pulled me out but could not reach home.
6. Totally lost my head and cool. And definatley was not in a mood to go to work and come up with a new analysis method.
7. Realized today was not my day! Got frustrated and angry. Forced myself for a movie. On the way while taking a left turn and entering into the middle I was opposite a car. Braked and skid again.
8. Guess what ? All the movies running at that point were 1hr into it !! So pointless.
I gave up. All my patience and attempts to happify myself was failing. I had only one option left. My trump card. Went shopping.. to 'Heels and Toes'. I buy my shoes only from here. Most of the time of designs selected last year or in summer until they come down to $8.00. Yup so I was at my $8.oo'Hhappifying cupon'. Bought two pairs. One Cinderella type while the other soccer type. Bought Pretzel's bite. Remembered Mical and our days of loitering in the mall. Am glad I had those memories. Haven't spoken to her for a while. Something told me to go back to the movie theater. So I Went back. Was lucky. Got tickets to 'Yes Funny'. It did manage to make me smile after a horrible day. Now at home sulking about the by gone day and thinking what am I going to present tomorrow at the meeting at 11am. I just could not work!!
Sometimes no matter what you try, things are NOT going to work the way you want or even work for the sake of working. And today was my that lucky day! *#&(@*#@(*#&@*&(@.
Moral of the day : Instead of fighting against life's will its better to let that phase pass. Thats what I did. Hope tomorrow will be brighter and warmer. Atleast I feel sleepy. I can wake up early and make up for the meeting tomorrow! All the best to myself. Tomorrow IS an important day. Hope things click this time. Be with me god.
2 comments:
All the best dear!
And sorry to hear abt poor disco. I have a thing for cars, you know!
Hope he (and u) is doing ok now?
and how did today go? better?
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