All things considered.....

No this is not NPR's (National Public Radio) 'ALL THINGS CONSIDERED' news channel.. but just my life..

I have made this statement a zillion times "I Don't Regret anything".

But the matter of fact is I Do!

I regret the loneliness that engulfs me after my loved ones leave..

May be all the hardship that I have gone through would not have been so hard had there been this tiny difference

May be after I have gained some distance from today the big picture on the canvas will emerge and everything will make sense. Reality and truth will be beside me. On that day I guess all the hardships will turn into the most wonderful blessings of my life.

Until then, yes I do regret for becoming vulnerable to loneliness sometimes in my life. I accept it completely. But at the same time I know the final departure of this regret is gradually advancing.

Till then, give me the strength for : WHAT I CAN, I MUST.