Feb 14th 2009 - A day of surprise

I have been celebrating Feb 14th ritualistically every year with someone or other. It would always be eating out, buy flowers for each other, or just hanging out. But this year it was different.

I was completely surprised, taken aback and made to feel special.

I don't remember when I last celebrated Feb 14th with someone that I had any romantic feelings. All the above years were with friends or just dates. Coming to this year's surprise it was from the visit to Chicago.

I got chocolates the night before followed with a lovely video.

I could not thank him enough for making my day so special. I don't remember who/when somebody did this in the past.

But here comes my hard luck, inspite of him being nice I could not reciprocate his feelings !!!

Among all the people I have met till date, he was the decent of all.
Simple and Nice too. My life would have resolved 'If only I could hear my heart' . But it didn't. Hence I had to let go. But such is life. So chalega, :), I know I cannot lie to myself or anybody else!!

I don't what's in store for me!
I don't know if I feel ever feel again!
I don't know if the one I remembered today, at all makes sense!

But today WAS special and thanks to Chicago for making it so special.
I will always be reminded of him with the song in the music video.

God Bless Him