Distraction from Depression !!!

I think I need redefine the full form of PhD from "Permanent Head Damage" to
"Persistent Heartache's from Depression"!!

I don't know about other... but sometimes, I really feel depressed and sad trying to work through this last phase of analysis, re-analysis, writing and re-writing.

I hate this phase of going round in circles and not moving forward, or may be moving forward in circles !!

Yes, that's how bad it can be!!

I want to move on and start working on new things, new ideas.

I would like to know if there is any PhD that goes without susceptible attacks of depression and questions on 'Why the hell did I get into a PhD?'

I never could have imagined to fall out of love with my PhD. But I AM.

When your analysis don't give you results as expected, and you are stuck at a phase with no help from anywhere, I guess its natural to feel this way. I am thankful to my Major prof for writing or getting back in time and wade out of these phases. And am equally disappointed by the people who choose not to support or advice me because of my lack of ability to speak or write in English. Though my disappointment has nothing to do with how one scores in life but I hope NEVER to be nasty and discouraging to people who do not come from a similar background. Or, who have less ability to comprehend and grasp things on the first instant. I will make sure that every person during my teaching or academic career that I make my point across to them and be patient and humble to work with them. My frustration and disappointment with my PhD is slightly led be one such soul. But who says, that I cannot over come it.

I will, I have and I will continue doing so.

And if everybody appreciated others concern and issues then I guess this world would have been a perfect place to live. But that's not the case.

I just hope and wish to remain down to earth, focused and willing to fight and not give in to depression or disappointment from such incidents.

Thanks life, Thanks universe and Thanks God.

I just visit my long term goals, also archived here now at 'One Village at a Time', talk to people, who share a common goal and passion, or have given me unconditional access to them whenever I need them to get back to myself, my dream, my faith and strength. Off late an 'Email Personnel' also seem to be doing the job of keeping me away from distraction pretty well, :)

My recent discovered Distraction from Depression :)

Thanks Life, Thanks Universe and again, Thanks God for being by my side.

Love You