Miss ...

I have been avoiding myself the time to think about it.. but it does catch up once in a while, hence it did.

Just remembered something and felt nice..
But at the same time remembered the harsh words.. and did not want to feel anything more..


How could I be so stupid to trust someone so much, I think I will never understand. So I guess, its better I don't think about it.

But I guess, its primarily because I like believing in people, I like to have faith. And I have faith and trust. Hence I have survived everything till now.. and I guess I will..

My parents keep telling me to be careful. But I choose not to. Because I don't want to. Its my personal choice. I just feel happy this way. I cannot be skeptical. I rather believe and give the benefit of doubt, and let the truth come infront on its own with time. I just know, I have to be honest and genuine. And rest life shall take care. Like the previous post - The real you catches up with you. And I thought, that the real ME, has finally caught up with me. But it seems that's not the case.

And hence I did not leave any room for anything else. I don't know if it was right or wrong. All I know is I don't regret it. I had to give, so I gave. I had to stop so I stopped. There is nothing in between.

There was something missing somewhere! At this point I don't know much. May be with time I shall hear or realize more.

Anyways.. I did learn few things.. and life will continue to teach..

I just pray that I will able to find the real ME for real, someday ... and I hope I have not lost it forever...

Amen. God Bless.
I will, I shall, I have