Dream vs Nightmare!

Yah, the thing that I thought be a nightmare is bothering me unnecessarily!!! I am forcing myself to think 'the nightmare' to be 'the dream' so that I don't get worked up, stay calm, and handle the issue with calm and patience.

Now a days, just the voice of the nightmare, bugs me or irritates me. Yah, I am talking of the tracker or stalker! I think I will give myself a week, and if the problem continues I will have no option but to call '911' or inform the 'campus police' and what should I do !!

I guess I am little scared, as I have not dealt with such ultimate issues. But last nights midnight unanswered calls from an unknown number has got me worried a bit!

My friend suggested that I tell the 'nightmare' that I am not interested. My concern is if this guy was normal and sane he would have got the message! This guy has been bugging me for quite sometime. Some inner instinct or intuition strongly kept me away from him or made me avoid any interaction with him. Unfortunately since last month, more specifically, June, I overlooked my intuition and inner instinct and told myself not to be judgmental! May be he just wants to be friends! So, i stopped judging, analyzing and behaving accordingly!!

Pretty much in few weeks I was proven wrong! Although his proposal was way matured from what I have come across in my life till now, but his actions were an absolute opposite! Inspite of telling him clearly NO, and that I am not interested, he seems to be persisting, expecting and demanding me to be friends with him!

I have both, heard and told, 'NO' many times in my life to people seeking a relationship more than just friendship. But this 'NO' is bothering me, rather scaring me! It has been quite annoying too. Annoying to the extent of making me believe that THIS soul has serious psychological problems, and I hope I am not the target!

The annoying and irritating part, is connected to the fear, what if this guy does something !! I NEED TO GET OVER IT....and FEEL SAFE !!!!!

It's scares the SHIT out me to think, what made a 'psycho' get attracted to me!! They say BIRD of same feather flock together !!! PHEW !!!

FOCUS on the DREAM ''''IT's HiM"""