God Uncle !

Sometimes I wonder what he is upto these days??

the name 'god uncle' is used by a fellow blogger. I just borrowed it from him. Nice concept, Just that I call them 'mere bacchee' :)

Yah, have to feed them in time, bath them in time, spend some time with them playing - morning & evening, else they become very cranky !

Haven't spoken to Gupta uncle ever since I got back this time. Feeling guilty. I should probably just get over the guilt and call him, this is the longest I have not spoken to him. Anyways, off the side track, I was just wondering if the kids remember me as their mom at all or not?

If I take them as kids I have nothing to expect. I just do whatever I feel like without asking or seeking anything in return. Thats how it has been for almost 2 years now.

Just today I felt like asking something, so upgraded 'sweeties' to 'uncle' category. I have 'a' question - Is it "my pursuit" for love, that feeling, that comfortness, affection, commitment, care - unjustified ?

I don't know if its right or wrong. But I have always believed in 'feelings', 'genuineness', 'conviction' 'spontaneity'. Eveybody around me is giving up and deciding to pick and move, and wait for such reasons or feelings to surface on its own with time. I have never been able to do that. Will I be able to do that someday? Should I also try change or accommodate- my 'goal', what I seek, what I have always seeked in a relationship?

I am very happy and content with myself. I have everything that I could ever have. The only thing left or yet to be experienced in my life is the joy of 'sharing' all the above with someone for ever for the rest of my life. I love doing things for people, taking them out, shopping, take care of them. And it feels great definitely when some of those actions are reciprocated. I have experienced it mostly through friends.

My question to you is -
"How would it feel when of some those actions are reciprocated by someone whom we really like, we are really comfortable and enjoy being with?"

You possibly don't know 'uncle god'. That's why I want you to experience this feeling through me... :) Offering myself as a free bait :)

Think about the offer, you won't ever regret it - :)