Ulti Cycle ?

Love relaxes me...makes me loose focus..
Break up, Anger, Disappointment, Rejection, Out scoping >>>>> Focuses Me :) and Am Bang on the 'Target', high productivity, everything just seems perfect.

a new realization.. after I made up with someone.. I was more productive and focused yesterday than am today :)

I need to go back to my previous state of mind.......I love myself there more than here...this is carp!! It's like a target lost :) ..he he he he....Phew!! This is not working...sorry will have to go back to my increased productivity choice !

Is this normal ? Or Is it just me or Is it just Evolution or Is it just habit or Has it become a character too - Ulti Cycle !!

Will figure out in few more months... but now this is working great..infact if I look into my life till now, it has always worked and has made me reach where I am today :) !!